The Silent Pillow

The eternal sorrow of a broken heart,
a beaten mind an' a forgotten smile.
Holding it deep inside, the eyes can still tell,
hiding it long inside, a time when you fell.

The unfinished turmoil that continues,
with months passing by into years,
For a peace that no longer dwells,
Only laughter seals the fears.

The blinding truth that hurts to unravel,
It's better unknown, it's better left alone,
Grieving over sorrows untold,
She lay down softly on her pillow.

Who's praying?

Wishes in the air, passing me by,

I can hear them cry, i can hear them laugh a while,

A token of love, my knees surrender to the ground,

It's a new feeling of submission unknown.

For there are weak hearts praying far away,

For there are strong souls treading the way,

A whirl of words spinning in my head,

Letting tears roll down, the pain unsaid.

Bruised knees, healed heart,

Clairvoyance as a crystal ball,

The smell of flowers nearby,

Invokes the greatness from small.

Wishes in the air, now fades out,

I can't hear them cry, I can't hear them shout,

A token of peace, my feet remains rooted,

It's a seed of faith i just planted.

The Undoing

Standing at the departures among a crowd at the airport, she held onto her handkerchief, covering her face, hiding her tears, concealing her love. He whispered that it was time for him to go back, go away, go... It seemed like it was just yesterday he had held her in his arms and said he would be there for her till the end. He had it all figured out from the beginning but didn’t have the heart to say it to her. She cried thinking about it, thinking how she planned to change his mind though she knew he won’t stay here for long. But reality was standing there, waiting to take off. He kissed her hands and tussled her hair, conveying that he wanted to part as friends. He felt it was better to walk away in silence because his words won’t be of any use at that moment, they won’t be answers to anything then.She closed her eyes for those minutes of self-destruction, as if it would help the feeling disappear from sight and her mind. When she opened them, he was gone. No point in waiting, no point in telling herself she can change the moment for the better. She had to accept that reality can sometimes break you into pieces that can never be glued again. It can rip you apart and ridicule the situation too. Changing her mind was all that she could do. Changing her heart, well... it will have to mend itself.

~*Broken Wings!*~

Broken wings, held togeth’r with shoe strings,

Who am I kidding? Man! This ain’t the only thing

Drunken moon riding the storm

Waving good bye as stars shine…

Tied up too tight, not able to fly

Well…mending my wings wont do anything!

Gone way beyond, only left are thorns…

Picking them one by one ...will it heal the wound?

Breakin walls… breakin heart…

I wanna fly where there’s no warrrr!!!!

Bandages won’t come off so easily…

Now that the thorns are strong…

Churning out misery as days go by,

Scrollin back to where it all started

Answers to a million questions

Are…Blank blank and more sigh!

Feathers grow, but now iron instead,

Fallin was never this quick… my friend!

Drunken moon riding the storm

Waving good bye as stars smile….

Breakin walls… breakin heart…

I wanna fly where there’s no warrrr!!!!

Bandages won’t come off so easily…

Now that the thorns are strong…

No war…no war…my friend

Easy with the broken wings…

Thorns need to be picked one by one

Answer’s not the gun!!!